I din really cry in school today, though i did tear up at least once when my friend asked me about Arcade. I cry almost everytime i read through my previous article. I am having a hard time adjusting. There's a sense of emptiness looking at the sofa which held the box where Arcade once slept in. It feels terrible. I dunno how i will ever get out of this. It'll probably take weeks, maybe a month or 2.

Arcade I love you and I miss you. I hope you are happy where you are now. Do come back and visit us ok? I really miss you. And the whole family really loves you. You will always be in my heart. Remember that wherever you go.