A ton of worry doesn't solve an ounce of problem.

From now on I shall stop worrying. It realli doesn't get me anywhere. For example, there is no point worrying about prelims, but rather doing something about it will solve da problem. This shall apply to everything and anything.

Also, I think i will not be writing thing for a very long time again. This blog has been quite a source of worries and I actually feel like shutting it down, but I'm afraid I'll regret my decision so I decided I will juz stagnate it for the next few months. Besides, my block test 2 is really bad and I really need to focus on my studies. oh and I also intend to remove my internet connection real soon once I finish some important stuff. Internet has proven to be a real big distraction and perharps a big factor in influencing my grades.

It has been fun blogging, but I guess its a goodbye for now.

yay i finally finished my study plan... hope i'll stick to it... its rather lacking in detail and i definately will improve it over the weeks... and i juz realise when u blog twice a day something is veri wrong with you... but something is wrong... something is troubling me... i thought i had gotten rid of this horrible feeling long ago but its all back again, with a twist... and i don't know what to do...

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i'm so tired now. spent an afternoon muggin in sch b4 joggin abit in the evening. but overall i tink todays progress was good. yep dis is my first day of my muggin plan. actually i haven realli come up with one, but i have got a pretty clear plan in my head and after this i'm gonna create it and print it out. some things i muz definately include in my plan:

1) No more than 2 hrs of tv and computer combined (actually tt's alot)
2) Muz haf self discipline to stick to the plan
3) Exercise! I dun wanna end up lyk tt fat and annoying classmate of mine (its pretty obvious u noe hu)

yep tt's some of tt main pts i need to take note for da plan to succeed. hopefully gd enuf to get something better than dis block test. i dun even need to noe my bio grades, its not gonna be any good. anyway i was readin glendon's blog abt dissin the govt... damn i so agree with him. realli the govt tink we r idiots lah, tt their propaganda can actually brainwash us... all those lies dey say... EDB has no major failures? erm how about Temasek holdings losing 1 million a day? or china avaition oil? or Suzhou industrial park? i dun noe how dumb can singaporeans get to vote for such idiots to run the govt. but den again, singaporeans are cheapskate. juz give us abit of new singapore shares and built a tiny "outhouse" next to our HDB flat and dumbass singaporeans will blindly support the govt. all dis talk could cost me my fututre, but who cares? i dun take s-paper and i dun intend to go for scholarships anyway. dun wanna say anymore. go read glendon's blog if u wanna noe more. he's so damn right abt the govt. singapore's society is a facade, on the outside we seem lyk the best, but if u look more closely, you'd realise we suck compared to many other nations. right gotta hit the notes soon... our education system sucks too...

i have alot to be thankful for. my brother wasn't in london when the explosions went off. he was holidaying in scotland. thank goodness. one bomb went off at a station near his hostel, while another one went off near my dad's uk office. he juz went to london about 2 weeks back to visit my brother. what a close call this is. i think i should be more appreciative and the ppl around me knowing that life is so unpredictable.

today got back from 04s75's chalet. i'm pretty lazy so i'll keep this short. our chalet firstly, was 2 days and one night onli becuz of the dumb bio lecture tmr. but honestly, i'm glad cuz i couldn't have lasted another day there. it was simply too tiring and also quite boring. the cls pp seem to luv sleeping... this has to be the first chalet where i actually thought "damn, this has to be the first chalet where i actually have nothing to do!"the night was boring, way too boring. slept a little onli and when i woke and found i couldn't feel my left leg. had to limp around for a while before blood circulation returned. day 2 seemed more fun, even though we had to check out at 11am. after breakfast we went to the beach and walked around and take pictures of the early morning beach which was so quiet and serene. took a few nice and artistic pics with my new k700i... finally a camera phone... after checking out i went bowling then lunch with some of the guys n gals. hmm 2nd time bowling in my life... got a best score of 74... is that good? but damn didn't manage to get a strike. after lunch it was the usual super long ride back to clementi. and from 4pm when i returned till about10, was playing Call of Duty United Offensive multiplayer, which is online gaming, kinda like counterstrike, but a hell lot more realistic. yeah and it feels great to trash angmohs and frag them. damn fun esp when i always one of da top frags... oh yeah tmr i gonna play again, but i'll hafta stop after tmr in light of A-lvls... bio tutor alreadi passed msg tt she wans us to finish tutorial before thurs... sian... and tmr still haf bio lect... wth

ah yes... block test 2 is finally over... actually is wasn't tt bad except for chem, but i din realli studied for it so i guess it's onli logical i find the chem paper hard. bt2 may be over, but the big one has yet to come... but one thing is definately over... and its SPA!!! bloody stupid lameshit crappy spa is finally over! no more of all that spastic nonsense! i dun realli care if i did well for spa or not, quite frankly, i'm plain sick of it and i'm glad it's over. shall relax abit till next thurs, when school reopens then i shall become an even more studious hwachongian... i hope. yep plan on drawing out a mugging plan al the way up to A levels... one tt requires me to be more disciplined in my studies. durin the june hols half the time was wasted stoning and playing away... so tt's realli gotta change. time is gettin lesser and lesser and more and more precious. yes but for now its time for a little break, and tt means i'll be off to cls chalet tmr!