todays ndp preview was pretty bad. the guy in charged of playing the music screwed up big time and made us look like fools standing out there on the middle of the stadium. apart from that had a 75 stayover at amy's house after rehearsal. i actually see the 75 ppl quite often, like at least once a month? but somehow i just miss hanging out with them. army is driving me abit nuts. i really must find something more meaningful to do with all this free time i have now. right now i'm seriously reconsidering my uni course and considering applying for a scholarship next year. anyway the stayover was great and all those girls and the med guys made uni sound like a whole lotta fun, esp the orientation week. makes me feel like wanna ord-ing soon and go into uni. then again, uni = alot of studying, and studying ain't always fun.

1 more ndp rehearsals to go then its the real thing! kinda excited but also glad there be less early saturday morning book-ins.

em said i was green... haha i wish i wasn't. why are some things just so hard to do? i'm getting tired of waiting.