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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
the online war

i think world war 3 has erupted... online.

apart from all the DOTA and wadeva other online battles raging on, a more serious and darker aspect of human nature has been exposed online, that is backstabbing and slashing at one another. Recently I've seen alot of battle of words being waged online by one party against another, one bloggers fans against her haters, ppl defaming others online, quarrels in online forums... the list just goes on and on. Half the time it ends up in a war of who says more n cooler vulgarities. And you thought the internet was good. Now its just turned into another medium for ppl the engaged each other in their conflicts and skirmishes. And the best part of it, no face-to-face confrontation. Yes sometimes ppl are cowards, and by hiding behind their computr screen, it makes them feel better that they can lash out against those they don't like with too much negative reprecussals. Overall the online environment is getting increasing hostile and unfriendly with all the recent sagas over all the wadsoever blog wars and so on(lyk I give a damn) I really dunno what is happening to these world of ours. sigh, if only humans weren't so hostile...

on a happier note tmr i am going to em's hse to play mahjong! but i am still not studying yet... but at least just now i stopped myself from playin CODuo online and came here to blog instead. but somehow i still dun feel very happy even or relaxed even though prelims is over... argh must be the feeling of sianness when you dun want to hit the books yet you are sick of playing. my fren is burning scary movie for me... i hope its funny emough to make me smile again. now to think of it, i think i felt happier during the prelims period! now tt's really perplexing... but maybe its juz because life is getting awfully boring these days, when you find that you are lacking a goal in life or there is nothing in life for you to look forward to.


zp; 11:28 PM
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Monday, September 26, 2005
prelim's are over!

yay prelim's are finally over... but somehow I don't really feel happy... maybe its becuz the real battle has yet to start and this is merely a prelude. but still, somehow all the post-prelims activities haven realli made me very much happier. here's a quick recap of thursday till now.

thursday... after a horrid physics paper the guys went for some lan! nope we din play DOTA... my class is one of the rare ones tt almost none of the guys play DOTA. We played CS! omg how outdated were we... i bet the other ppl in the lan shop muz have been laughin at us. anyway it was great. despite having not played cs since god noes when, i still did pretty good! all those hours playing call of duty united offensive(CODuo) multiplayer online helped i guess(includin the several hours in the pre prelim period) but maybe tt's becuz everyone of us guys sux at it, actually shiwei n aloy were good, i can tell. initially got trashed around abit, but when it came to my fav map, mansion, i was top frag! i luv tt map, cuz can backstab, and tt's so damn fun! shiwei n aloy muz have been real pissed wif me. anyway after tt we played pool, which i was realli rusty at. rich wss realli good man, team up wif him to trash jian an n matt n in the end we din hafta pay for pool! ok lah its becuz jian an was man enuf to pay everthin after he lost although we offered to pay half. after tt went home to play more CODuo multiplayer.

friday... we went zoo! the class gals wanted to go so a few of the guys tagged along. waited at cck mrt for samuel for an hour! wth... he lives in cck but still take 1 hour to reach cck, muz be need to style his hair n all those shit... what a metro he is. anyway haven been to zoo in eons! last time in sec school always went zoo cuz my had tution near there and my parents could always bring me there. but now it seems after going there once i feel lyk i've more or less seen everything. but it was nice to go back there again... got to feed the animals and also saw some new exhibits, lyk the majestic white tigers! oh yes saw kelvin li n zhaoqi our wushu senior at the zoo, what a coincidence. anyway after zoo went home and its CODuo again...

sat n sun... hmm... i tink it was CODuo all the way, but somehow this 2 days suxed for some reason, maybe its becuz both coms in my house somehow where screwed up, but somehow i juz din feel very happy despite being top frag several times consecutively on some clan server on CODuo. todays the same... i'm not feeling sad or angry or anything, but somehow i juz dun feel happy, its so weird... maybe i should try hitting the books once more... oh and someone sent me this website http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm which can asses yur mood or something. its very accurate in my opinion so give it a try! in the meantime i'll try to think of ways to make myself more happy... maybe i shld try doing the bio stuff, it might juz work...


zp; 10:04 PM
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