It's been a long time since the last update... well now life just seems kinda meaningless. I'm still trying to find my direction. There are so many things I need to sort out. Although I got into NUS bio engineering, but till now I'm not too sure if that's what I want. I still keep wondering if there's something better that I didn't choose. But it's probably my fault. I didn't read up on the courses properly before maing a decision. I'm like so lost now. I dunno what to do with my life. I wanted to make a start by cleaning up my room, but till now I''m still lyk only cleaned it up a little. There are so many things I wanna do but somehow I haven't even done half. I really gotta start to rethink and reorganise things.

Right now army life is pretty easy going. It's basically a 8-5 job with much free time during and after work. I'm trying to make the most of it by reading books to keep my mind working and working out to keep myself fit. I'm like so addicted to basketball now, even though I am quite bad at it. Been relearning how to shoot basketballs after doing a wrong technique for so long. But recently things have gotten a little busy and I can't play and practise bball that often. I'm involved in NDP 2006, not as a helper but as part of the marching contingent. It's pretty cool but it is hard work. We have to stand like god knows how long till our legs ache. But it is a once in a lifetime experience and I get to be exempted from weekend guard duties, plus a get paid back a day off for each saturday burned at the rehearsal. Oh well life is actually pretty good now, the problem just lies with me I guess.

18 going on 19... somehow nothing has really changed.