it has been 2 days. I think i am coping quite well in school, but i still think of it alot. at home it isn't that good.there is still this feeling of emptiness in its absence. i dun cry anymore, but maybe that is because my tears already ran dry. but i think of it so much that i cannot really concentrate elsewhere. it'll probably be weeks before i fully recover and return to my normal chain of thoughts. i think i am emotionally very weak. and i have a very soft heart. such things affect me really badly. yesterday i even felt as if there was nothing in life to look forward to. that was how affected i was. today i feel abit better. but i still miss it alot.

Arcade i miss you alot. but i love you even more.