It seems to be a long time since the last post. Actually it isn't tt long, less than a week. But to me tt seems lyk eons ago. Competition seems to be have been over for a long time. Anyway life is realli boring so I guess there isn't any need to update anyway. Today too, but I guess I have to try to keep this place alive. I kinda fell sick again, which makes it the forth time in four months. Wow. Simply amazing. Still, played abit of bball during PE. Then later during bio lect I was freezing and having a hard time breathing. Blocked noses are juz so irritating. We were let off early from bio lect by 10 mins and I dashed to the canteen for a quick meal which I finished in 10 mins. Good practice for NS cuz u hafta eat fast. Anyway after physics lect n CT was wushu. As I was sick I couldn't realli train(my mum dun let me), so juz sat around n watch. The j1s are improving but I am still worried that they are not really bonded as a team. Some of the seniors realise this too but they dun seem to wanna care or intervene in anyway. Maybe I too should not care n juz let nature takes it course. Besides what can a single non-exco member do? pls dun say cliche stuff lyk "even the smallest of man can change things" yeah ok Hitler started WW2, does tt counts? I dun believe I have tt ability to change anything either. Anyway going on, the juniors also were made to choose what weapons or routine they wished to train in. As expected, no one choose broadsword. The routine is just too demanding and difficult unless u r willing to put in tons of effort into it. But I am glad too, cuz it means I can be slack and train my own stuff, lyk aerials! Yah tt stupid chen shao is getting more freaky by the day... today he did 3 consecutive aerials one after another. Ok I hafta admit he's good. When I recover I guess I'll train harder towards an aerial... after tt maybe I'll learn... wait let's not look so far n concentrate on this one little move first.

Anyway what realli made me blog is this dream I had last night. The dream is kinda scary. Well it seems that somehow we were having lessons at the TCHS side. Then came this loud explosion from across the bukit timah road beyond NJC. After a short while there was this shockwave of dust that came flying across the road, which made us all run out of the classrooms. Then as we were wondering what to do next, came a horrifying sound as this wave of infra-red energy or microwaves or something came towards us. The IR was suppose to heat up your body's water and cuz u to explode or something.(basically, it kills) Then some of us escaped to SIM building somewhere behind TCHS where we were somehow safe. As survivors from our school strolled in, we learnt that some nuclear explosion or something similar had occured some distance behind the NJC. Seems that half of HCJC was wiped out along with the whole of NJC(sorry to the njc ppl) and countless others. It was so horrifying. What was most scary was when we heard the energy waves heading straight for us and knew that we could die and had to run for our dear lives. After that, in SIM, the funny thing was some surviving teachers still wanted to continue the lectures, which were stopped after student declared they had no interests in it. Then I hurridly left for home. The funny things was that somehow the SIM door connected to Orchard road and I ended up waiting for a bus at Orchard. tt's when I woke up. It's the fact the this dream deals with the death of so many tt scares me. Imagine all the friends I would have lost, not to mention about half or more of my class was missing. Death is something tt till now I still fear, I feel. Maybe this will change as I get older, but now I fear dying, I fear losing my friends, I fear seeing so many people around me juz suddenly disappear in a flash. But if you realise, the recent tsunami juz did tt. And for the courage the people in those areas had to move on after such an ordeal, it is really worthy of our respect and admiration.

Oh yah todae is teng's bdae. Happy birthday tengjin!