Its been a week. According to chinese believes, those who passed away return on the 7th day, usually in the form of a black moth. I have no idea if this is true. but this morning i did saw a black moth on the wall outide my hse fluttering its wings on the wall. But this evening i haven't seen anything. maybe Arcade will send its own sign in its little ways. I miss it alot. I wish i could feel it again, hear it meow, see it crawl about energetically, suckle milk contently... oh well nothings gonna change now that it is all over. Arcade i hope you did drop by. Remember that the family loves you and misses you alot. Dun worry I am alot better now. I just miss you alot. But I love you even more.